I was once a shrinking violet
Just a flower on the wall
I wouldn’t dare ruffle a feather
Content and happy to stay small
I was put into a corner
Didn’t want to take up space
Though I was broken on the inside
I kept a smile upon my face
I coasted and I tiptoed
I whispered; I refrained
I bit my tongue so long
My teeth will always be blood-stained
On the outside all was rosy
I even convinced myself
Glad to sit on the back-burner
In a box, upon a shelf
Until one day I cracked wide open
Unclenched my jaw, opened my eyes
I found my voice through racing heartbeats
Spoke my truth through heavy sighs
And the feeling was so freeing
That I dared not slow or cease
For sharing my heart’s stories
Has truly brought me inner peace
I have a voice now, and opinions
I have a backbone, it is strong
Some no longer recognize me
But I was in here, all along
Life is a journey of becoming
Rearranging as we go
It’s an epic evolution
Change is steady, sometimes slow
But when we try to fight it
Drag our heels and seal our lips
Life lacks worth and it lacks meaning
Slipping through our fingertips
So embrace the you you are now
Don’t you dare apologize
The ground is sturdy underneath you
There’s no limit in your skies
If we are rigid or embarrassed
If we let shame box us in
We will never know the feeling
Of releasing what’s within
It will be an uphill venture
You’ll dodge critics (one is you)
Just don’t lose your voice or boldness
No matter what life throws at you